waiting for my prints to be done at cvs.

a closed heart takes its toll.

i quit smoking and can't figure out what to do with my extra time. it seems i am getting older faster than everyone i know. i am starting to envy elliot smith.

what the hell happened to me...i'm so fucking agreable.

open mic at pace theater is pretty lame.

i worked seven hours today and made seventy bucks.

back at crossroads and the glass is filling up

i was crossing the street to head over to the store by my house and apparently my look wasn't sufficient enough for some douchebag who i was possitively aware of when crossing. he interupted me, mid conversation, to tell me i need to look better. i said "ok thanks" and he called me a piece of shit. who knows what would have happened if i said "go fuck yourself"
asshole.

the rest of the night went pretty well. fast and furious wasn't that bad.

today is a good day.

i'm thinking life is the slowest way to die

i got steroids and anti-histamines for my poison ivy. it is almost gone now. for that i am grateful.

I have been working at the track in southwick this week for the nationals on saturday. i have poison ivy on my ankles from weedwacking. The weedwacker, i've found, is the most unreliable machine in the history of machines.
Moving on...
I have an appointment at H&R block today to do my 2008 taxes. I would have not done them if FAFSA did not audit my application. So now i have to round up all kinds of paper work that would have otherwise been unecessary.

I haven't been too creative lately. I put up some art that Kait made but that's about it. Nothing really has come from this mind other than criticisms and ways to make a few bucks for beer.

Also, apparently tourettes guy died. I will never look at colgate toothpaste with tarter control the same again.

There was a beach trip today with csp but i already had said plans.

That is all

<input ... ></input><input ... >i've finally achieved numbness

i realized how selfish i am today when a kid fell of the curb on his bike. luckily someone else was there to help while i just stared. i do care, i just need to show it before i grow old and bitter.

i'd give anything to be the old kind of sick
the one where i could tell people to "get away"
when every cell in my body knew who to fight.

I went to CVS today to get a battery for my camera and, some dude who i spotted spotting me, waited until i left to run out with whatever the shit he stole, thus setting off the alarm.

Then i took a few pics of some skater doing tricks

The Dillenger Escape Plan makes other bands seem like pussy guitar hero bands

Anyone know of a free or cheap vet?

Dear GameInformer,
Please discontinue the use of Axe ads. They make my hands smell like a couch.

a sweet reminder of why I hated my job. not a regret...

getting a suit jacket tomorrow.
learning a song or two
living
loving
she's just a woman



Some people need clarity on what did or did not occur. myself included.

do you know which way this road goes
i chose to be all alone
my heart goes silent every night
you throw all of my hopes back to me

"she is a bird, her wings are beating"

lost face, lost the race
not a place for this disgrace
lonely with no taste

My lifelong dream has come true. All four of my wisdom teeth are impacted.

They may stay in for the duration.



i wanted to say something about my habbits...
but i don't feel like it anymore
I'm getting better.